11 octombrie 2008

apus de soare

sentimentele tale
depind de drogurile pe care le iei
intensitatea
e data de cantitatea lor
pasiunea cu care traiesti
e la mila excesului

nebunia e la numai un pas
asteptandu'si rabdatoare randul
vibrand de pasiune
plangand de dorinta

diavolul in oglinda e impietrit
simtind ce ai devenit
semintunericul din privirea ta
nu e decat o povara
si te eliberezi fara sa stai pe ganduri
fara nici un cuvant
zambind straniu
in zgomot de cartus cazut pe podea
sange cald proaspat dens
pe tapetul ingalbenit
pe parchetul tocit
pe ochii deschisi
pe zambetul inghetat

in vis
ai invins

9 octombrie 2008

salveaza'ma

nu ma mai intorc
am ales
drumul acesta ciudat
cate o oprire
din cand in cand
pentru un nou vis
un nou film
viata mea
e o serie de inceputuri
si nici un sfarsit
cand cred ca nu mai stiu
cine sunt
imi amintesc zambind
si imi accept destinul
imbratisandu'va
pe toti

6 octombrie 2008

to die for

you're always there
watching
waiting
smiling in the silent dark
i'll go with you my strange dream
we'll never come back
a new crime tonight
and it's my turn

this bird is singin' my song
sweet words of love
a murder
and a suicide after
rivers of blood
and the blue fog of our wasted souls

no one to catch me when i fall
no one to find me when i'm lost
killing everyone i assumed my lonelynes
in the valley of denial i'm runnin' free

burnin' forest cryin' to forget the murder
bleedin' soul tryin' to confess
the end of your glorious day finds you alone
surrounded by an endless love for her

you won't see me leaving
i will be quiet
i will not bother your sleep

i found the realm that i've seen in my dreams
i found the answer to all my questions
i found my peace
it is time

in the end
all the words have been spoken
this place looks like home for the first time
and i believe
for the rest of my life
one last word
forgiveness

5 octombrie 2008

ospiciul meu alb

bulevarde luminate infinit
casinouri hoteluri cluburi
femei frumoase
masini si bijuterii
cocaina
toti banii din lume
in drumul spre iad
zambete si intrigi
insule exotice
vinovatie
dezintoxicare
niciodata posibil
alcoolism putere nebunie

in cel mai jos punct
al graficul asta perfect de imperfect
vei intelege valoarea ta
ca celula respiratoare neinsemnata
raportat la infinitul timp
in singuratate
vei regasi copilul din tine
si te vei juca din nou
te vei intoarce in lumi de basm
vei pluti aidoma unei frunze
noaptea
intr'un parc
deasupra a doi indragostiti
care cred
ca vor muri impreuna

agonie in extaz

am atins un punct
la care nu mai speram
am ajuns intr'un loc
la care uitasem sa visez
lumina
culoare
inima
n'am sa ma mai intorc printre ei
singur
mereu
praf
e bine asa
casa dezordonata
haine sifonate
scrumiere pline
uit de timp si spatiu

de fapt ni se pare

maine
e doar alt pas
in praful alb
al drumului
spre pustiu

azi
e doar alta iluzie
care ne sparge
in mii de cioburi

ieri
nu e decat globul meu
din cristal magic

26 iulie 2008

THE SERPENT

WE ARE THE FALLEN
THE LEGION
WE ARE THE SCORNED
FROM HEAVEN
WE ARE TRYING
TO CONQUER
WE ARE THE ONES
TO FOLLOW

WE ARE THE ENDLESS SORROW
WE ARE THE STORM THAT ROARS
WE ARE THE END
OF EVERYTHING

THE FIRE IN YOUR HEART
IS ALWAYS ON YOUR SIDE
THE STRUGGLE IN YOUR SOUL
IS CATERING YOUR PRIDE
PREPARE
THIS IS YOUR LAST CHANCE
PREPARE
FOR THE FINAL TEST
BURN
DON’T LOOK BACK

BITCH
THIS ISN’T REAL
WHY MUST I FEEL

FACE THE ENEMY NEVER STEP BACK
PAINT THE SUNSET WITH THEIR HOLY BLOOD
NEVER HESITATE OR QUIT YOUR BELIEFS
THIS PLACE IS NOT WHAT IT SEEMS

ALL OF HIS ANGELS ARE TRYIN’ TO KILL YOU
THOUSANDS AND THOUSANDS ARE COMIN’ FOR YOU
RUNNIN’ IN CIRCLES REVOLVIN’ AROUND YOU
THE STORM WAS EXTINGUISHED THERE ARE NO SURVIVORS

SERENITY
IS FILLIN’ YOUR SOUL
DELUDING

YOUR VANITY
BETWEEN YOUR REMAINS
IS SHINING

BREATHIN’ AGAIN
YOU’RE SAVED NOW
BLEEDIN’ INSIDE
THE SERPENT