licuricii stau deasupra

ingerii din noapte ne lasa sa zburam
in infinit prin padure
in nemarginirea din munti
in oceanul de intens

ei stau langa noi
si zambesc

zero km pe ora la kilometrul zero

in oglinda e cheia
infinitul din ochi a deschis poarta
lumina si intuneric
totul
nimic
explozii in mii de ceruri
pline de culoare
un spectacol perfect
in echilibru perfect
in egala masura maiestuos
trist pur divin
revelator al tuturor sensurilor in acelasi timp
coplesitor dinamic si rau

totul e adevarat
in timp ce adevarul e totul

gandul
iluzia
povestea intamplandu'se inaintea ochilor
cuvantul urmat intentiei desavarseste inceputul
alt timp
alt spatiu se naste
completand infinitul
daruindu'i un nou soare
o noua dimensiune
in drumul ei spiralat
vazut de departe
ca o stea cazatoare
de alti ochi
nascatori de stele cazatoare
si nebunie
pentru cei care odata picurati
alearga la adapost

ispita s'a aruncat inapoi in nimicul din care a venit
si'am stat cu ingerii pana dimineata
luminati de luna plina de noiembrie
si steaua cea mare
ca din alta lume
printre crengi de brazi

apoi ne'am dus
am inchis poarta in urma
si am trecut inapoi
un indicator in drumul prin noapte
si ceatza
inapoi in indoiala
prin taramul mortii
dar ghidati de doi necunoscuti stranii
apoi singuratatea clipei
contururi modificate
materie
timp
spatiu

trebuia sa mai fi stat putin

drept de vot

cand ajungi sa urasti ceva ce iubesti
sa nu faci iubirea pierduta
ca ea e acolo
si o vezi uitandu'se la tine

daca ajungi sa iubesti ceea ce urasti
faci ura pierduta
si nu mai e nimeni acolo sa te priveasca
in afara de iubire

vreau

cateodata iti amintesti
si nu poti fugi de asta
iti amintesti chipuri
situatii
iti amintesti cum pluteai in zbor
deasupra lumii intregi si nimic nu te putea atinge
zambetul acela care vindeca tot raul
si cuvantul care linistea orice zbucium
privirea care te impaca si puteai sa mergi mai departe
mangaierea care iti aducea somnul
si respiratia fiintei langa care credeai ca o sa mori
fara regrete

afternoon sunshine

they want blood
circus is just the joke
that gods played to us

are there any good gods in the sky
or in the middle of the earth
or in the middle of nowhere

what if we're lost

we choose to believe
in the golden age
at the golden hour

where do we come from
and where do we go from here

your first memory
versus
your most recent action

what happened to you
between those two moments in time
are you dreaming right now
are you tripping right now
are you

who do you love
and who loves you

now
seriously
who do you really love
could you kill for that person
would that person eventually
die for you

is this universe
even
real
what is real
who are you
who do you really are
how old are you
you remember living other lives

is this existance of yours
changing anything

how infinite is the time
the space
and the thought

i guess we'll find out pretty soon

to be or not to be
that's what's next

i remember the end

august 2008

a pair of blue butterflies
takin' you home tonight
the storm has its own music
and the streets are shining in the moonlight
two girls are runnin'
laughin'
in the rain
magic moments
that you'll never forget
this world was left alone
dark secrets turned into nightmares
tears of joy
strange feelings combined
i wonder if i'm here just for e second
if i'm really here
layin' down on this couch
i found all the answers
and i burnt'em all
to smell the smoke of my life

these days
a new generation is sinkin'
stars are fallin' down
and all the angels are playin' a sad song
about hunted animals
murdered unborn babies
violet flowers for an unhappened wedding
i was wrong
everything ends
all of our plans
all of our hopes
all the love
black and white memories
missed by no one
misunderstood
all the beginnings failed
a whole generation is makin' a one last wave
in the big ancient sea
maybe this last chance will save us all

in this world i have nothing
my kingdom is somewhere else
not even a smile is real
not even a rape
not even love
just pictures in the deepest corner of your mind
nothing to change
nobody to care about
we're all alone
lost into this infinity of choices

in time
we forget about everything
strange faces lookin' familiar
from other lives maybe

such a strange thing
how we never die

he's here

the stars gave birth to a new god
and his words will bring back the wisdom of the ancients
the evil will run away from here
for another thousand of years

beautiful stairway to a new light
take me to the end of this world of evil
guide me into consciousness
and free me in this new universe of love

PREZENT

"...cand ma uit inapoi, vad cum am marcat drumul. toate semnele pe care le'am lasat pe tablite de lut, picturi rupestre, temple stranii, basoreliefuri, carti antice, poze, muzica, ritualuri, poezie, filme... cumva, la un moment dat, orbiti de o falsa lumina, ne'am ratacit intr'o lume care parca nu era a noastra. insa in adancul fiintei simteam, intuiam, incercam sa regasim drumul. si'atunci am inceput sa incercam sa ne intoarcem. multi au pierit in cautarea drumului pierdut. dar intr'o zi, nu demult, cativa au zarit, departe, atat de departe incat nici nu indrazneau sa spere, un fluture. au urmat ceea ce nu era mai mult decat o parere colorata sau poate doar o iluzie ca un fum, in ciuda fricii celorlalti de a merge dupa un gand. cand incepusera sa creada ca fluturele era un miraj, au gasit niste semne stranii ingropate in deshert, care vorbeau despre alte semne, uitate intr'o jungla, si in niste munti, si pe niste insule. au mers intr'acolo si, cu rasuflarea taiata, au vazut cum taramul din vis se desfasoara aievea inaintea lor. s'au intors sa le spuna si celorlalti ca au regasit ceea ce ramasese numai poveste. intai nu nu i'au crezut, li s'a facut teama de nebunia lor si i'au strivit cu pietre. dar ei s'au nascut din nou. miracolul a fost atat de mare incat a cuprins inimile celor pierduti, renascandu'i. le'a redat vdederea celor orbiti de falsa lumina si ochii lor au vazut adevaratul soare pentru prima data in noua lor viata. aici suntem acum..."

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