paris, 1971

finding myself
in the dark on my own
naked in the water
eye of the storm

blessed by the fire
gone with the wind
please forgive me
for all i've sinned

there's no escape
no place to hide
a beautiful goddess
awaiting inside

i promise you nothing
i feel there is something
we live in a dream
and i love when you're smiling

four fourty four
getin' too high
i cannot explain
i 'm goin' to die

beautiful paris
summer and sun
nineteen fuckin'
seventy one

year 2012

amazing stories and no one to blame
living the dream, no hate and no shame
healing with love a desert of pain
blinded by light, burned by the flame

the muse was an angel when we lived in vain
unforgettable moments of falling and fame
words and a memory, washed by the rain
your wonderful smile, crushed by the train

this world is a number,a dream in your brain
a symbol of murder, no face and no name
imagine yourself in a sphere again
a nuclear end, a bomb from a plane

you always want more and this is insane
I just broke the mirror, now we are the same
souls of the stars, playing a game
never forget, that's why we came

wings

go back anytime you want
if you want
if you really want
so you can see your future
go on
live again this beautiful end
of the last night
no matter what that means anymore
no moon and no sun
nothing
fast forward
very fast
blinding lights
we are so young
i remember every step
before even doin' it
i came from far away
i never stop
but never say never
you said
and you were right
you were so right

wasted
no
peaceful
in the end
we got what we deserved
and once upon a time
for a moment
i swear we were infinite
alive and free
we were gods
we were the only two
from the beginning
to the end of all

i am you
and you are me
venus
lucifer

there is your answer
truth beyond life and death
but not without' em
not without love

good and bad
go to bed
you make me sad

afternoon sunshine

they want blood
circus is just the joke
that gods played to us

are there any good gods in the sky
or in the middle of the earth
or in the middle of nowhere

what if we're lost

we choose to believe
in the golden age
at the golden hour

where do we come from
and where do we go from here

your first memory
versus
your most recent action

what happened to you
between those two moments in time
are you dreaming right now
are you tripping right now
are you

who do you love
and who loves you

now
seriously
who do you really love
could you kill for that person
would that person eventually
die for you

is this universe
even
real
what is real
who are you
who do you really are
how old are you
you remember living other lives

is this existance of yours
changing anything

how infinite is the time
the space
and the thought

i guess we'll find out pretty soon

to be or not to be
that's what's next

i remember the end

august 2008

a pair of blue butterflies
takin' you home tonight
the storm has its own music
and the streets are shining in the moonlight
two girls are runnin'
laughin'
in the rain
magic moments
that you'll never forget
this world was left alone
dark secrets turned into nightmares
tears of joy
strange feelings combined
i wonder if i'm here just for e second
if i'm really here
layin' down on this couch
i found all the answers
and i burnt'em all
to smell the smoke of my life

these days
a new generation is sinkin'
stars are fallin' down
and all the angels are playin' a sad song
about hunted animals
murdered unborn babies
violet flowers for an unhappened wedding
i was wrong
everything ends
all of our plans
all of our hopes
all the love
black and white memories
missed by no one
misunderstood
all the beginnings failed
a whole generation is makin' a one last wave
in the big ancient sea
maybe this last chance will save us all

in this world i have nothing
my kingdom is somewhere else
not even a smile is real
not even a rape
not even love
just pictures in the deepest corner of your mind
nothing to change
nobody to care about
we're all alone
lost into this infinity of choices

in time
we forget about everything
strange faces lookin' familiar
from other lives maybe

such a strange thing
how we never die

he's here

the stars gave birth to a new god
and his words will bring back the wisdom of the ancients
the evil will run away from here
for another thousand of years

beautiful stairway to a new light
take me to the end of this world of evil
guide me into consciousness
and free me in this new universe of love

DIAMONDS AND PEARLS

capture part of this and know the truth
see the light
be alive
crystal dreams to feel the sun again
pleasure and pain
fadin' in vain

tonight we'll fly
so high
to the moon and back
and we will die
and rise
tonight

play the game and load your silver gun
shoot in the heart
kill everyone
purple metaphor to steal your soul
oceans of tears
takin' us all

velvet gold for the king of the damned
rivers of blood
hidin' the sun
flashin' light as a god in the void
tellin' you lies
givin' you hope

just a second away from the fall
distance no more
time dissapears
crawlin' snakes in a fire of souls
violet skies
diamonds and pearls

where's the world that you promissed to show me
and the moon that you said it will shine
where are you when they seem to betrayed me
where's the blue when i'm loosin' my mind

lord of the failure
what's next
where do we go now
embrace the endless
forgive
it's time to say good bye
nothing is real
everything's burning

SHESDEAD Sex Drugs and Rock'n'Roll EP 2009

LIVE FAST DIE YOUNG

the moment that's commin'
the time rain that's fallin'
embracin' the darkness
the evil the sadness
and runnin' not crawlin'
exploding a new star
one sunset the last one
is perfect i'm dying

i did my time i lived my life
live fast
i did my time i lived my life
die young

continue to explore
the realm you cannot see
you are a beautiful dream
among the other stars

i am
the story teller
i'll take you to a place
with rabbits and queens

forgive me now
for everything i've done
forget me not
i love your broken heart
sunrise
sunshine
somewhere

one rainbow just one shot
a free ride to nowhere
no fear just feel
the colours the flowers
and cryin' but happy
is madness is painless
i'll do it
so give me one chance and
i'll prove it

the road is long enough
to meet the other side
the serpent will be there
the gates are open

freedom
comes when you realise
that you're the only one
that you're god

this is
our way to colour your soul
our way to reach our goal
the way to be alive

this is
a part of all of us
the dream that's buried in you
this is you

SHESDEAD Sex Drugs and Rock'n'Roll EP 2009

last words / out

time and time again
feelin' the same pain
like a snake through my veins
chained with the same chains

abandoned by me
followed by you
forgive my murder
i'm fallin' into you

cry for me
make me a king
take my life and soul
with the price your godless beauty

give me words
so i can breath
i'll give you life
i'll make you feel

ma queen of new orleans
with her lovely lips
and her beautiful eyes
takin' me by surprise
dreamin' girl in your dress
with your make up a mess
cryin' white tears all alone
when you'll hear that i'm gone

alone i am
alone i fade
i'll never show
you'll never know

tonight is the night

2007-01-06


drunk
too much grass
too many pills
I will always remember
to love you tomorrow
your white dress
your words
your touch and your smile
how come I failed
when I followed all the rules
will we ever meet again
now that you are no more

realms
of endless sorrow
and bliss
callin' me
I will never come back

my angels
my angels
where are you

god failed
I'm burning again

will you remember

baby

fly away
far
leave this world
go where you've never been before
meet me somewhere else
under another moon
try to forget all the times when i wasn't there
forgive me
this new autumn falls in town
and we walk alone
like birds in the sky

i failed
let's finish this fuckin' story right now
god is not in this room
love is just a sad song
life is just a strange trip
an angel without face
is takin' me by the hand
and leads me to the open window
one more smoke before i leave
one more
a picture on the wall
makes me cry for the last time
a smile from a lost summer
her eyes
her hair
i fly

baby
i'll be gone for a while
we'll never meet in this life
ever again
in other one maybe
i'm gonna miss the way you laugh
i'm gonna miss your parfume
kiss me
i'm gonna miss you
don't forget me
goodbye beautiful
i love you

to die for

you're always there
watching
waiting
smiling in the silent dark
i'll go with you my strange dream
we'll never come back
a new crime tonight
and it's my turn

this bird is singin' my song
sweet words of love
a murder
and a suicide after
rivers of blood
and the blue fog of our wasted souls

no one to catch me when i fall
no one to find me when i'm lost
killing everyone i assumed my lonelynes
in the valley of denial i'm runnin' free

burnin' forest cryin' to forget the murder
bleedin' soul tryin' to confess
the end of your glorious day finds you alone
surrounded by an endless love for her

you won't see me leaving
i will be quiet
i will not bother your sleep

i found the realm that i've seen in my dreams
i found the answer to all my questions
i found my peace
it is time

in the end
all the words have been spoken
this place looks like home for the first time
and i believe
for the rest of my life
one last word
forgiveness

THE SERPENT

WE ARE THE FALLEN
THE LEGION
WE ARE THE SCORNED
FROM HEAVEN
WE ARE TRYING
TO CONQUER
WE ARE THE ONES
TO FOLLOW

WE ARE THE ENDLESS SORROW
WE ARE THE STORM THAT ROARS
WE ARE THE END
OF EVERYTHING

THE FIRE IN YOUR HEART
IS ALWAYS ON YOUR SIDE
THE STRUGGLE IN YOUR SOUL
IS CATERING YOUR PRIDE
PREPARE
THIS IS YOUR LAST CHANCE
PREPARE
FOR THE FINAL TEST
BURN
DON’T LOOK BACK

BITCH
THIS ISN’T REAL
WHY MUST I FEEL

FACE THE ENEMY NEVER STEP BACK
PAINT THE SUNSET WITH THEIR HOLY BLOOD
NEVER HESITATE OR QUIT YOUR BELIEFS
THIS PLACE IS NOT WHAT IT SEEMS

ALL OF HIS ANGELS ARE TRYIN’ TO KILL YOU
THOUSANDS AND THOUSANDS ARE COMIN’ FOR YOU
RUNNIN’ IN CIRCLES REVOLVIN’ AROUND YOU
THE STORM WAS EXTINGUISHED THERE ARE NO SURVIVORS

SERENITY
IS FILLIN’ YOUR SOUL
DELUDING

YOUR VANITY
BETWEEN YOUR REMAINS
IS SHINING

BREATHIN’ AGAIN
YOU’RE SAVED NOW
BLEEDIN’ INSIDE
THE SERPENT

TEMPTATION

BELIEVE
JUST IN YOURSELF
YOUR ONLY TRUE FRIEND
DON’T TRUST
ANY OF THEM
IT’S TIME FOR YOU TO RISE

BE STRONG
FIGHT TO SURVIVE
NO ONE CAN TAKE YOU DOWN
FEEL FREE
YOU ARE THE ONE
THE WORLD IS ALL YOURS

SOMETIMES YOU FALL
NEVER STAY DOWN
KEEP YOUR GUARD UP
WEAR YOUR CROWN PROUD

CRASH YOUR ENEMIES
CHOOSE THE NEW GOD
MAKE THE NEW LAW
FULFIL YOUR DESTINY

UNTIL YOUR LAST BREATH
STAY TRUE FOR WHAT YOU ARE
DO NOT BE AFRAID
TO BREAK ALL THOSE CHAINS

TEMPTATION LEADS YOU
TO A REALM ABOVE THE SKIES
SUPPRESSION MAKES YOU
TOO DEPRESSED TO BE ALIVE

WHO ARE YOU TO TELL US WHAT IS RIGHT
WHO ARE YOU TO TEACH US WHAT IS WRONG
FUCK YOU AND EVERYTHING YOU REPRESENT
I’M NOT GOING TO FOLLOW

UNFORTUNATE YOU’RE BLEEDING
OVERCOMING IS A DREAM
YOUR LEADING DAYS ARE OVER
SATISFIED I HEAR YOU SCREAM

YOUR VISIONS OF A NEW WORLD
SHATTERED THOUGHTS AND ENDLESS PAIN
YOUR KINGDOM LOST ITS MEANING
WIPED OFF BY THE FALLING RAIN

NOW YOU’RE STUCK
BETWEEN THE TWO WORLDS
YOU’RE TRAPPED
DESPITE OF YOUR GOALS

OVERWHELMING LIES AND PRAYERS
TAKE CONTROL OVER YOUR SOUL
DARKNESS COVERS YOUR ILLUSIONS
AND THE GOD IS MADE OF STONE

YOU FAILED TO SAVE YOURSELF
YOUR PRESENCE IS DENIED
THE EVERLASTING KINGDOM
IS SCATTERED IN THE NIGHT

FORGET THE LIFE YOU LIVED
THE COURTAIN NOW WILL FALL
PREPARE FOR RETRIBUTION
THE BITTERNESS IS COLD

one more night to remember

what are we doin' here in the dark?
we wait the new savior.
what strange dream did you dream
when you were out there in the desert?
I dream I died.
I'm not the same anymore.
stoned,
no more alone.
the stranger in the corner is the new god.
no hope...
runnin' out of time,
we smile.
where do we go from here?
this sunset is my sunrise,
this end is my new life.
not alone.
not anymore.
girls, drugs, the music,
we fly away...
a beautiful way to leave.
the new autumn falls.

perfect

one night
without a word
I'll get through

autumn
the big city
no one will know
no one will remember

white

between the golden fields and the purple sky
endless realms of strange happines
thousands of lights in the lost city of the forgotten gods
strange creatures wonderin' in the night
the lost paradise of the fallen angels
this is home

the endless night

it's a beautiful sunday morning
august the 5th
6 am
it was a beautiful night
drugs and alcohol
from a club to another
with a good friend
i'm goin' home now
alone